fuck anyone who takes me for granted.
chances are, you’re disposable to me
a dime a fucking dozen.
because I don’t need anyone.
I have never needed anyone or had anyone
who fucking stayed. I. Have. Never. Had. Anyone. Who. Stayed.
so I don’t expect anyone to
and I WILL walk out before I’m left
no looking back, no second thoughts
and I can find another you
or better yet, someone who doesn’t take me for fucking granted.
I don’t know what the fuck it is
but I deserve better than this.
I know I deserve better.
so people need to fucking stop body shaming me when I: grab the vegetarian option instead of chicken nuggets for lunch, say that I need to work out, & say that I want to make improvements to my body.
my body is my temple.
just because I’m skinny doesn’t give anyone the goddamn right to talk about my weight. I have never been so criticized for my weight until I came to college. I am sorry that I bypassed the freshman 15, and instead lost 20 pounds because the food here made me sick, which was an awful experience btw. I’m sorry I drink liquor instead of beer. I’m sorry that I will take an apple over a piece of cake any day, I just fucking love fruit.
I encourage everyone to love their bodies. But I have RARELY experienced this in return. Instead, I’m reminded constantly of how small I am. But when people say it, it’s in a tone of disgust. I’m reminded of how skinny my legs are, how I don’t have boobs, etc. etc. And it’s fucked up.